Is NOT something I look forward to! Last night was our last class until JANUARY 8. Do you know what happens between now and January ? That’s right—holidays. Traveling. Visits with friends and family. Food. Cookies. Stress. Emotions. Eating. In the end, even the happiest times of the year lead back to eating. And that is a cycle that I am trying very hard to break.
I am taking the initiative to schedule off week weigh ins during the holidays to keep myself on track. When I know that there is a scale waiting for me every week, it makes me accountable for everything I put in my mouth. When I know that the scale is FOUR WEEKS AWAY, I will undo every ounce of progress that I have made since September! Out of sight, out of mind, right?
On a positive note, even with the week away from the scale—and two Christmas parties and a football game last week—I still managed to eek out another 2.5 lbs on the scale. I lost the pound I gained during my period, and then lost another 1.5 lbs. I honestly expected a 7lb gain. I know you think I’m crazy—how can you gain 7lbs in a week—well, I’m not. It’s possible. I’m living proof of that! It takes FOREVER to lose a pound—but you can gain a pound in like an hour if you aren’t careful.
I’m now down 15.5 pounds from my first class weigh in. It’s taken a long time to get here—but I’m doing it.
Class last night was actually a reiteration of the information session that we first attended about bariatric surgery. It went over the LapBand, the roux-en-Y procedure, and the sleeve. It was interesting because the class leader said that most people start off the class wanting to have the LapBand—but end up having the Roux-en-Y instead. In my class, only three people want to do LapBand—everyone else is bypass. If the LapBand wasn’t an option, the only other one I would consider would be the sleeve—but there’s no long term data or studies on 5+ years—so I think I’ll stick with my original decision. I am committed to the band!
BTW, I also had my required psych evaluation yesterday, and I passed! Not like it was a test, but you know—it’s making sure that you are ready and committed to the life style change necessary to be successful with your chosen surgery, that you are doing it for the right reasons, that you are mentally able to handle the changes that will face you as you continue on your journey, etc. I know that I still have a lot of challenges ahead of me on this journey, but I know that as I get further in the process, I will be able to face them and accomplish them.
Happy Holidays! Here’s hoping that I can continue to lose weight over the holidays. I’d like to lose at least 4.5 pounds by January 1. Fingers crossed!